A letter to your readers.
Dear Readers,
Life is confusing. There are days when I know exactly what I want to do with all aspects of my life and there are days when I have no idea what I'm doing with my life. I don't like it.
I have to really trust in God that He is showing me the way and I have to take faith in myself to know which way He really wants me to go. It's hard to know what is God's will when there are so many things pulling me in all different directions.
I'm trying really hard to be honest with myself and I really don't like what I'm seeing. I'm confused and frustrated and I can't really do anything about it except pray and ask for guidance.
Letting go and letting God take over is something I'm learning to do and it has really grown on me. I really like following the path He is giving me, even when it's difficult and I feel like I'm always being challenged to do the right thing.
As a matter of fact, these last few months I think has been a test of God to see what I decide to do with my life. He is giving me trials and I am having to trust His choices in what's best for me.
I never thought I'd feel this much importance in a Higher Power. I always had bad experiences with Him in the past and didn't feel comfortable trusting in someone who "made life difficult." But what I've learned lately is that my Higher Power knows my strengths and weaknesses and he wants me to be a better person. He gives me challenges and tests to give me chances to grow and learn. Sometimes I don't like them but after it's all over I am extremely grateful for what He has put in front of me.
So, dear readers, that is my letter to you. A little update on my inner workings, if you will.
Sincerely, Kelli
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